26 October 2008

The Last Chance

June 2004: JEE results are just out. I am thinking of choosing Kharagpur. But I am stuck at what stream to choose. With my rank, Computer Science and Electronics are the popular options. I kind of love programming and have exhibited my skills a lot of times. But is that enough to take up Computer Science? Specially with the failure of IT companies and reducing demand for IT and Computer engineers making news almost everyday for the last few years? No, it's too big a risk. Rather, let me take up Electronics. I might not like it, but atleast it is secure.

The Result: Barely an year later, I am trying to convince my dad that I am better suited for computer science and I should apply for a department change. Permission denied - You made the choice, no more changes!

8th December 2007, 3:30 a.m: I have received an offer from Adobe, one of the best computer companies in the world. So finally, I can do something I like. This is it, I won't even attend the IIM interviews if I crack CAT.

8th January 2008, 10 p.m: A friend - "Dude, you should totally go for the IIM interviews. Not everyone cracks CAT, and you can't let this go". 
My Dad - "Are you out of your mind? Who misses an IIM interview? Think of your career growth, security, prospects. It is totally your decision, but I think you should attend."

1st May 2008, 9:30 am: I have cracked IIMC interview. It sounds perfect, IIT-IIM, closer home, the best fin campus in the country, the IIM boasting of best placements last year, but what about my interest? My wingie - "you are mad! who rejects an IIM offer!"

1st June 2008: It's final. I have once more decided to overrule my interest for the "greater good". I have rejected my Adobe offer (today was supposed to be my joining) and am heading for IIMC. Cheers!

Today, 26th October 2008: Less than two weeks left for summers. I have a decision to make. Do I want to run behind the high paying I banks and Consultancies in Slot 0, or do I finally rectify my mistake and choose a profile from "less glamorous" companies like Yahoo or Microsoft? Do I, yet another time, run behind the best prospect? Or do I finally stand up for what I like and join something of my interest? I have a decision to make. And this is my last chance!


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